March 17, 2019
You wanted to be more aggressive. You have avoided this topic, as do many others, but you also have not understood the reason why. Recently you have become aware of your times of indecision, and unwillingness to make choices. Now, you thought this behavior was due to your need or desire to please others, but it has been your reluctance to please yourself.
It may take you a while to understand that sentence, but once you do, you will come to own who you are, finally. You recently placed yourself in a situation where your lack of making a choice caused you to experience difficulty. The aggressiveness that you wanted to develop and own is the type that causes you to only make choices in the direction of who you want to be. Follow that sentence.