June 1, 2017
You ordered this, is another way of saying that you create your own personal reality, but it is a way that will be useful for you. At times it is easier to use an example removed from your personal life so you can objectively observe the meaning intended.
You decide that you want to be a doctor. You know the amount of education, time, and dedication that is required to accomplish this. Now your reason for doing so may be that you desire to help others, or it could be because you know it is a lucrative profession and you desire a lot of money. It could also be many more reasons.
The point is, you do so because you know what the payoff will be, and you also know that because of your dedication, time, and diligence invested, you will become much more valuable. That is why you ordered this.