April 19, 2018
You had to trick yourself, again, into becoming who you truly wanted to be. The reason you did this goes back to what you have always known, is that you and most others do not trust the integrity of your life experience. That means that most time you don’t accept, or believe, that the events and circumstances of your life are leading to your desired goal, especially when some experiences are difficult.
The manner in which you tricked yourself was first to make what felt to you to be illogical choices so you might see things differently. Then you followed your intuition even though many times you doubted your actions. Then you decided to know that you were going in the right direction, and things manifested.
You would not need to trick yourself if you would trust the integrity of your life.