November 10, 2017
You have gained a great awareness and believe that you create your own reality through your thoughts and beliefs you choose to hold about yourself, and then you question why you would allow the current situations or circumstances to materialize. The simple answer and probably the only answer is because you got tired of being controlled.
You have known there are particular areas of your life where you have experienced more difficulties, and as with most others, the main two have been relationships and money. The reason these are the two most prominent is that you use them both to reflect back to you what you think of yourself and who you believe you are. What you are up to is changing those ideas, so you change your reality.