August 1, 2018
You can see, feel, and almost experience viscerally the person you desire to be. You notice all the actions and steps that would take you there. Then at the same time, you realize you are not doing whatever that is, and you also acknowledge you are doing the opposite.
Then you begin to question yourself, doubt your original vision, and believe you must have been wrong in all of your initial assumptions. The only assumption that was incorrect is that you thought things had gone wrong.
The only thing that happened is you allowed fear of the unknown to be more powerful than knowing you long for that unknown because that is where everything you want exists.