May 15, 2020
When your diversions no longer work, you are ready to become more powerful. We know that title is puzzling, but your understanding of it will bring clarity. Every morning Roger sits and "listens" for us. At times it takes quite a while, and sometimes he thinks we have nothing to say. That’s never true, for we always have something to say, but he doesn’t always want to hear it, which was the case this morning.
It actually began last night and carried through. Roger found himself irritated at every little thing that might have appeared in his life experience that was uncomfortable. At the same time, he felt somewhat overwhelmed at the amount of work before him to do. This morning he found a computer update that changed settings, and it annoyed him as he couldn’t figure out how to change it, so he focused upon it, and his frustration grew.
The entire time Roger knew he was avoiding the real cause of his irritation, and that’s when he knew his diversions were no longer working. Here’s the answer. You each live in your moment of now in a place, or state of being, which is less powerful than you can be. As you contemplate moving to a more powerful place in your life, you know you are going into something unknown, which is frightening. You each know what that next step is for you, as does Roger. And the diversions you held will no longer mask your fear, so just do it now.