October 27, 2014
Stop attempting to hide from yourself. Yes, that was meant as a directive, and an important and powerful one. You have known that in order to expand and become the actualized being you desire, it is important for you to become willing to be vulnerable. You have only taken this idea half way, so to speak, meaning that you have applied it to becoming open and vulnerable to others, but have neglected to apply it to yourself, which is where it really matters.
You recently noticed and were surprised by “hidden” feelings you held about yourself that suddenly surfaced. They surprised you because you have attempted to cover them up or hide from them. They then take on a life of their own, and eat away at your sense of self and well being. Seek to feel the feelings so they come to light and you can dissipate them and move beyond them.