April 17, 2018
While it may be emotionally uncomfortable at first to acknowledge that it has been you blocking all the things you desire from manifesting in your life, but it is the most empowering thing you can do. When you acknowledge this, you own your innate power.
You had two incidents to point this out. The first was you looked at something, and because your expectation was of loss, you could see that you had gained. The next was that you received something more than you expected and felt uncomfortable because that was not the expectation you had been holding.
Change your expectations to knowing everything is always working out for you.