August 12, 2018
You had to make it dramatic to capture your attention. You and all other do this, but you decided to use your experience for the good of all, especially your expansion.
You recently discovered several things you had conveniently placed away years ago with no conscious intention of finding them. Then things began showing up as you decided to seek an honest quest to discover who you are.
Now, this can at first be emotionally painful for you, as you experienced last night because you come to realize it has been you denying you, and therefore everything you want. Be grateful for the awareness, and use it now.