May 6, 2018
You recently had an emotionally uncomfortable experience which led you to a glorious awareness, which is typically the case. You thought you were moving through your life continually seeking approval from others. That act in and of itself is quite natural, and feels good when you receive it, but causes you difficulty when you become dependent upon that approval.
Operating in this manner has caused you not to trust your instincts, doubt your choices, and in general, not believe in yourself.
So seeking approval was not the biggest problem for you, but it was that you feared disapproval. When you move through this, you come home to you.