August 31, 2020
You were not meant to "find" yourself until now. We used those quotes in the title of this message, for that is the way most humans believe they are moving through their lives, but the fact is you were never lost. What you have done is continually denied what you think you hear about yourself, which could be interpreted as guidance, but you have trouble understanding this concept.
While analogies are never satisfactory, we will attempt to use one. You would not expect your kindergarten self to perform mathematical feats before learning math in later grades. You do the same in your life, but because you think you should have known or seen these things before, you judge yourself and start to develop the consciousness that you have failed in some manner, which you have not.
We will use a story now. We have continually given Roger information about the restructuring of your world and told him the United States and Black women would help lead the way. This information seemed so strange to him that he only spoke of it to a few. Then Roger watched the film "Black Panther" last night, and he began to make the connection. Roger could not understand why he had not seen this viral film before, and we told him because it would only make sense now. You each will have those experiences.
We are pointing this out, for Roger has always doubted information he receives from us, just as you have questioned all the information and guidance about yourself you think you might be hearing. That sentence was intentional.
We have much more on the subject, but take this for now. You each are born with gifts that will develop at the right time in your life, but typically you don’t allow that to happen or believe it is happening until you find yourself in situations in your life where you feel "pushed" to do something. For many of you, that time is now.