September 4, 2018
You have been unwilling to receive. Please examine that sentence and know that is the only reason you do not have what you want in your life now. You will attempt to find exceptions to that statement, but you will not. You have previously thought that doubt was the cause of your hesitation in becoming who you thought you were meant to be but it went beyond that.
While you have known this before, you literally felt it when something was offered to you that you wanted and you couldn’t verbally ask. You didn’t feel deserving.
It not necessary now for you to try to figure out all the reasons you have done this, it only matters that you become deserving now, and the doubt will fade away.